&& it doesn't matter what he does to me.
Even if i end up in nothingness.
All that matters for me,
is hes happiness.
I couldn't breakdown in front of him.
'Cause that would have hurt him.
And even it was hes fault i broke down.
I couldn't do it to him.
So eacht time he looked away a tear came down.
second he looked at me again,
it was gone.